Why am i expecting when i am as good as nothing? These past few days, i'm feeling really empty and bored. Probably because,... I think i know the answer myself. I really don't know if this is a good or bad thing. Why does it seem that it hurt more badly than what i have go through liking someone who don't even know my existence? I have been asking myself why am i feeling so bored theses days, i came out with an answered and that explained everything. I really hate feeling how i'm feeling right now because i thought i will never ever have this same problem again in my life. I was wrong. I can see everything clearly with my own eyes and i know what is going on but why am i lying to myself? Jessica, please stop this ridiculous feeling before you fall deep inside. You are not going anywhere, remember this.
Everyone please don't ask me about anything.