It's pretty sad that no one really understands you when you need someone to be there. My heart is feeling so empty right now. The tears i shed this morning, i had been holding on for quite a while. To you, think about it, when you are so alone that time, who will be the one for you, when that special someone who gonna leave you one day for whatever reason, who gonna be there for you, forever. Grow up kid. yes i'm growing up, i'm trying to grow up but can i not because i don't feel love enough. I still need so much love and care from you all, i just don't want to grow up. I may be strong and looks stronger than this, and when i don't cry it doesn't mean it's not hurting. I'm just... staying strong.
The words that came out from your mouth, if you think again, will you ever want to say that to me again? Knowing that it will hurt me so badly? M, i hope you know me well and for now, all i could ask from you are, stop saying all those words that can hurt me.