These days i had been rather emotional...towards myself. I teared so easily that i couldn't control it anymore. I teared almost every night ever since sis left the house.  It was so sad that i have to cry myself to sleep every night thinking how my day will be for the next following day. Plus, there's just too many things going on recently that i ... i'm just too disappointed.  I don't know who to say so... let's just pretend to smile and laugh.